Strange Dream (About a Girl)

Well, It is hard to explain but this dream is a bit strange to me. It happened last night, but now, a broken memory is left in my mind. I dont know if i still remember clearly, but it is better to jot it down here, so it wont be forgotten.

I was dreaming about a friend of mine, who was a girl. The strange thing was that this friendship was 11 years ago. i knew her when i was in 7th grade of Vietnam, and never actually put any real thought about anything. I talked to her every now and then, but it was not a serious talk, nor any kind of relationship talk. I was just talking to her normally as two old friends recollecting old memories that were fading away.

The dream setting was completely strange. It took place in Vietnam, assuming i revisited my country during a trip in my dream. She and I was like so close, very very close. And if I still remember it correctly, i had some feeling for her. How? I dont really know nor could I explain the reason behind this dream, but i was very happy around her.

People says dreams come from your deep deep desire for something that you couldnt get in real life. Was it true? Was it true that deep deep inside my heart, i like her so much that i have to dream about her? Strange, why could i dream about her a few years back, or maybe when we were just apart? Or could it be that our recent talk as ‘anh and em’ left some remark in my mind that affect my dreaming? Could it be that i was so lonely recently that i desire some feeling? Or could it be a sign of something coming? It could be anything. If i would have just sit here and reason, it could potentially be any possible reason on earth. The thing is, i dont know, and i dont think i can find out the true message.

A few months back, i awesome dream about another girl. That time wasnt a happy dream for me. I dream about the girl i disliked the most in 7th grade. She is the cause of me getting hit 3 times in the button together with my other friends. i didnt completely hate her because to be honest, it wasnt her fault or my fault in creating that misunderstanding between us two. She might not even aware of the dislike that i have on her, or she could have already forgotten the event. But i could not forget. It wasnt because of the grudge i have on her, nor i was a mean person in remember everything happening. It was just something in my life that made a deep deep mark in my brain, and forced my brain the remember the event as clearly as the clear blue sky.

We all understood that some event could cause an explosion in our heart, a dark image in our brand, or emotionally tear our feeling that make us remember it forever. There are some other events, sad or happy, that couldnt even stick in our endless memory. We could forget general details even right after it had happened.

Well, i just want to explain the reason behind memories and the significances of them. But overall, friends are also my best assets. Even if i cant ask them for anything, or even if they are just my old old friends that they could have forgotten me already, they are still a part of my history, of who i was with, of why i am here today.

Let’s go back to my strange dream. Yeah, i was talking to her lately, and still have a lot of confusions and secrets that i want to find out, but if i am to say i like her enough to the point that i dream about her, that is really weird, because i never have any intention whatsoever to move our relationship anything more than friendship.

It could be that we are now old friends, old old friends, and it is ok to remember about your old friends who are apart. Or maybe i was dreaming alot about other people, things and places, but couldnt remember after awoken? It could be one of those endless possibilities. But anyway, it was fine for me. Let’s see if i have any other strange dreams. I really want to have the power to control my dream 🙂

Today is the 6th of April

Yeah, today is the 6th of April. I am sick right now. I fell so tired. I have a running nose now. It is so so not feeling good. Hahah

Well, what to say? I don’t know. But I guess I am doing fine. The senior project I am working on is postponed now. No parts is coming in yet; therefore, I need to stop a little bit and wait. We still gotta come up with some protocols to deliver data from one place to another.

Well, not about school anymore.

Planning for the trip now. The beach trip with my other friends. I wish I could be like them. Not caring about anything. Well, maybe they do, I don’t know. But it seems like they saying the same thing over and over again. Well, doesn’t want to say anything. I hope they at least share with me. Somehow. But it is ok, if everyone is happy, I am happy too.

Getting older might be good. Hahaha. I don’t know. The idea of getting older just flash through my mind. Well, I feel like I am older physically, but not mentally. hahaha, it is weird. Well, many people complain I am still little kid, what is wrong with it? Are we supposed to act old when we get older? Is that the only way to be respected? I guess so. I ma try to get OLDER. haha.

I think it is. Well, yeah. see the blog later haha

Well, What’s up People

Well, nothing much to say, it is kind of bored now. I don’t know why. It has been a while since the last time I blog.

Some updates.

Class in last semester of Senior Year is not fun. Everything seems like to packed up together and try to kill me as soon as possible. School work is horrible. Hahah. But I don’t know how I still have some free time playing around, watching drama, and pretty much just surf internet indefinite.

Well, the class I don’t like the most is probably Computer Impact of Society. I like all the topics and how we learn Computer impacts on society, but I just don’t like how the professor grade us. It is kinda harsh. But well, I thank him for perfecting us, especially me. I am not good at writing, but writing in his class make me feel like I am actually achieving something. This is similar to how Technical Communication class has taught me.

The most boring class for me now is the Computer Network class. Not entertaining at all. LOL. I guess it is mostly because the stuffs they teach in there are stuffs I already know. It is like a repeating class for me, and it is much easier. I learn it in my Engineering major already. We have gone into much more details about the network and how signal move from one place to another. Boring. Now I can feel and understand why some kid do very poorly on subjects that are too easy for them. I am used to blame those kid for not focusing in easy class, saying that they have done it already. They cannot really focus. The easy stuffs can not grab their attention much.

Computer Arch seems to be my favorite ones because it is really my core class. it is something computer engineer needs to know, and it is fun to learn, even thought the professor (Joshi) is not quite interesting in class. His teaching takes me directly to sleep. Well, I still like the class.

My Senior design so far goes pretty well. Our implementation of the network is forming. But I guess there are still a lot of work needed to be done later. Let’s hope we achieve something.

Digital Signal Processing is already my favorite, but not too much. The theory and concept is fun to learn, but I still don’t quite understand much. I am not doing too badly, but it is ok.

Well, that’s is kinda something about my senior year. Hope everything will be better later.

Update before Spring Break

Today is Wednesday,

i was finishing with my Code. The code was suppose to print out the number into text. I got it to print up to the maximum number a long data type can hold. It was pretty fun. I was playing with the previous code i was implement in which it prints up to 999. I was really trying to make it to the thousand place, but couldn’t. I looked through the logic again and figure out a more efficient way of splitting the number out in group of three, and print out each group accordingly to the place they represent. Well, it is kinda hard to explain here, but if someone can see the actual source code, it might make more sense.

Second update, i get my Arduino working. Using the limited output pins of the Arduino Uno, i was able to code it so that it an count number up to 3999. Be cause i only have 2 pin for the most significant number, i could not get it to work much better. Well, over the break i could try to find a way to use the decoder or a demux to use limited number of pin for a broader digits. Lets see if i could really do it. lol

Well, life is going kinda crazy. Most of my friends keep saying i like this particular girl and how she is the most fit for me. They even go further my saying that because the other best friend of mine likes her, so i chose to back off and give him the chance. Another friend of mine even says because the other guy i was mentioning about knows i got a crush on that girl, it ruins our friendship. What in the world? what is in the mind of those people? What a gossip. I can not say anything. I cannot do anything. Or to be exact, i dont wanna do anything anyway. Just let it be. Later they can figure it out if i really like that girl or not. Hihi

Installed skype a few days ago and was able to talk to friend using video conferencing. The video quality is amazing.

crazy day

well, sitting right here in my house with Hermanto, Karen, Misa, Khai, and my little brother.

They are just talking about something in the world, no reason. hahah

god man, karen just touch my thingy. what should i do? i told her to touch hers, but she just cant enjoy herself, so she gotta touch someone else parts. lol. The thingy i am talking about is the two part of the body that both man and women share, but womens are much bigger than men. Guess what it is. It is not right to say what it is.

done

Thanksgiving 2011

People are saying that we are having thanks giving this week. I am looking forward for such day. Hope everything would turn out to be fun. Yeah. I am going to camp for black Friday, hope I would be able to get something at least. Well, I am trying out the WordPress app here in the wp7 hope it would work fine.

Well!!

People always complain. But i am not.

Just finish my Leadership Academy last weekend. Awesome experience. I hope to learn more and more from the next Module.

What is it?

Today is another day like usual. I am currently sitting in the computer lab waiting for my class at 11. I have an Exam today, and now i am just sitting here, not even reviewing for any material. What a strange decision to make.

Overall, i have achieved a few great thing over this summer. First of all, i deploy my first WP7 app using C# and XAML through the tutorial video. Yeah. Although it is very basic, it shows i actually get something done.

Temporary Unavailable

Guys, This blog has not been updated ever since i go to college. This is what college life is. Well, hope i would have more time in Summer.

Another Day of Mysteries

Today is Thursday, the last day of school for this week. I feel so relax. Couldn’t be happier. Well, ok let start with the story.

I got up as usual, get to school around 9:30. I was kind of late for my ethic class. But just make it to the very perfect time. Ok, it is called lucky.

After that class, I got to the library doing my C++ programming, then relax. ok, it is a little bit fun, since I do what I like.

Class day is too boring, nothing is too special to talk about, but it goes pretty good. I have gotten my Ethics paper edited and revised by my tutor. He comments and changes a lot of sentence and the paragraph flow. Wow, lots of mistakes. Yeah, my writing is not on average, but rather below average. I am really afraid of writing anything.

People will sometimes ask me, “If you are afraid of writing, why make such a personal blog where you don’t do anything except writing?” Well, that is one of the interesting question, and to answer it, I will have to ask that same person, “What do you do if you are not good at writing?”